Christmas is over. New Year too. Chinese New Year is going to be over soon. 3 months have passed since Asher's birthday but memories of the whole delivery process, the days in hospital, the dreaded call...even the journey to the hospital that dreaded night & all that had happened following that are still very fresh in my mind. There are so much flashbacks to all those...I dunno if I'm trying very hard to recall because I'm afraid I will forget them & lose the little memories I have of Asher or I just simply can't forget.
I will not forget that Asher existed. I don't think I ever will. Whenever I see babies, toddlers on pictures or elsewhere, I get a soury feeling. I wished I still had you Asher.
